Doubts, Confidence, wuts this weird tittle?!

After SPM aside from waiting for the results and my turn in National Service,

I spent my holidays rather boring. Work and rotting at home.

And I was expecting at least something exciting to do

but meh, once SPM is over all i ever want to do is just relax.

I've already done my research for the course i want to take way back.

Which college or university with prices which are not too expensive.

So i don't need to do it after SPM and just relax.

At first, I was going for Art courses at The One Academy.

But somehow I decided to take Culinary Arts course but I'm not sure if i really want to take it.

Art has always been in my comfort zone, I've always thought I would study some art courses after graduation but I guess not.

I was inspired by the chefs around me and also the fact that I love food.

so this will be my first resolution for 2012,

TO TASTE FOOD FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD!

fill my tummy with delicious yummy food with love from all around the world.

Culinary ain't so bad when i think of it.

Even if I don't get into the food industry but I've at least learned something that would help me in the near future. maybe?

Who knows, I might actually become a chef in a well known restaurant or have my little restaurant.

hmm...I don't know, can i really do Culinary?

I kept questioning myself again and again.

I talked to my friends about it.

They told me, "Go for whatever you feel its right."

"If you ever regret it in the near future, don't worry when time comes you'll think hey maybe it ain't that bad after all."

or when I talk about how art has always been in my comfort zone and so so..

" That's the idea, you put your art into your food." ( I think he said it like that. )

Thank you for all the encouragement guys. :)

but still...

Can I really do it?

To 2012 !

Another year has passed.

Another chapter of my life has begun,

This blog and I has gone through so much together throughout.

All the Ups and Downs of my life.

Although I rarely blog about it but still,

This baby has become part of my life.

Without you,

I wouldn't have anywhere to rant on.

I wouldn't have even talk about the problems i'm facing.

No one would've have known what the hell is wrong with me.

You are like my sanctuary.

A place just for me to get away from the world.

Thank you for everything, blog.

TO 2012!!

TO BOTH OF US!!

May the days ahead of us be as good as the ones we had!!

and TO EVERYONE that reads my blog? ^^;;

Yesterday I watched someone who was once close to me sitting at another table during recess

and i thought to myself,

"Whatever have gone wrong between us?"

We were once real good friends and now we act like as we were strangers.

but then again, I asked myself

"Why didn't I went up and talk to them? Why didn't I?"

I don't know anymore.

Confused and Lost.